An unputdownable amnesia thriller that begs the question ~ how can you trust anyone when you can't even trust yourself? Forget the truth. Remember the lies. He wakes up on a deserted beach in Maryland with a gash on his head and wearing only swim trunks. He can’t remember who he is. Everything—his identity, his life, his loved ones—has been replaced by a dizzying fog of uncertainty.
But returning to his Maine hometown in search of the truth uncovers more questions than answers. Lily Reid thinks she knows her boyfriend, Jack. Until he goes missing one night, and her frantic search reveals that he’s been lying to her since they met, desperate to escape a dark past he’d purposely left behind. Maya Scott has been trying to find her estranged stepbrother, Asher, since he disappeared without a trace. Having him back, missing memory and all, feels like a miracle. But with a mutual history full of devastating secrets, how far will Maya go to ensure she alone takes them to the grave? Shared fates intertwine in a twisty, explosive novel of suspense, where unearthing the past might just mean being buried beneath it.
Reviews:
"Skillfully plotted and paced, every twist deepens the story until it explodes with an ending that made me gasp.”—Samantha Downing, USA Today bestselling author of My Lovely Wife and He Started It
"Riveting, smart, and utterly diabolical."—Lisa Unger, New York Times bestselling author of Confessions on the 7:45
Q & A with Hannah ~
Tell
us a little about yourself and how you started writing.
Writing
novels wasn’t on my radar until we moved from Switzerland to Canada in 2010,
and before that I was the CEO of an IT recruitment company. When we arrived
here, I started up my own business, but it failed. I had a decision to
make—continue on the corporate road or reinvent myself. After a long while
(with lots of trepidation and anxiety) I realized what I wanted to do was write
novels. My writing career was, essentially, born from failure.
My
debut was a rom com called Time After Time (2016) a light-hearted story
about paths not taken. After that I decided I wanted to write grittier stories,
and quickly transitioned to the dark side of suspense. The Neighbors
published in 2018, Her Secret Son in 2019, Sister Dear in 2020, You
Will Remember Me is slated for May 25, 2021, and Book 6 is scheduled for
2022 – all of them in the suspense genre. Sister Dear also published in
the UK, Australia, New Zealand, and South Africa. It’s an exciting journey to
say the least!
What
are some things you enjoy when not writing?
I read a lot, as one might expect, and
love being whisked away into the worlds other authors create—thrillers, or
otherwise. I love getting outdoors for a hike, I’m a huge fan of the movies (I
love the trailers and the popcorn), I go to the gym and participate in a few
obstacle runs in the summer (I live for the mud and obstacles, I’m absolutely
useless at the running part).
We have three teenage boys, so my
husband and I spend time with them as often as they’ll let us. Watching films as
a family is one of my favourite things. There’s something deeply comforting
about us having a laugh together and just hanging out. Oh, I cook too, and love
to bake. I make a mean zucchini-lime loaf, and Mark Bittmann’s No Knead Bread
(we like to say “there’s always a need for bread!”). I’m not great with meat,
so I leave that to Rob, who’s King of the BBQ in our house.
What
is something about you that people would surprise people?
Until I wrote my first novel at age 41,
I didn’t think I had a creative bone in my body.
Do you have a ‘day job’ as well?
Does being the CFO (Chief Flipping
Organizer) of a family of five count? Oh, I also run the admin for my husband’s
electrical contracting business, but writing takes most of my time.
Where do you get your ideas?
So far, I can pinpoint exactly how each
book started. Time After Time is a story about a woman who’s unhappy
with her life, which was me when we moved to Canada and my company crashed and
burned, although the rest of the novel is fictional. The idea for The
Neighbors came to me when two houses on our courtyard went up for sale, and
I wondered who might move in. Her Secret Son stemmed from a news segment
I saw while I was at the gym (wishing I were eating cake instead). Sister
Dear was a radio segment about a woman who’d found a wedding ring at a
playground and was trying to locate the owner through social media.
I’ll elaborate more for You Will Remember Me: A few
years ago, a man from Toronto vanished from a ski hill in Lake Placid while
there on vacation and showed up six days later in Sacramento. He had amnesia
and couldn’t remember much, including the cross-country trip he’d made as he’d
hitchhiked across the US. Everything worked out for the man in the end and he
found his way home, but it made me wonder—what could have gone wrong? That was
the start of my developing You Will Remember Me.
Do you have a go-to first reader after
you feel your manuscript is ready?
It depends on the book. For You Will Remember Me, I asked my fab friend and brilliant
author A.F. Brady for input. She’s a psychotherapist and was able to help me
figure out a number of plot points I couldn’t get my head around. Her input was
invaluable. Generally, though, my editor and agent are the first people to see
the complete manuscript.
Is there a particular author or book
that influenced or inspired your writing or decision to write?
Jennifer Hillier, no question. While
waiting for my son at our local library I spotted her debut Creep on a
shelf. Intrigued by the cover, I picked it up, read the blurb, took it home and
couldn’t put it down. It was a turning point in my writing career. When I was
younger, I mainly read thrillers, but after a personal tragedy in my early 20s,
I could only stomach light-hearted reads. Creep reminded me of my love
of thrillers, and I realized the second book I was working on, The Neighbors,
was far grittier than my debut (rom com Time After Time). Jennifer’s
book gave me that final push I needed to cross over to the dark side. Fun fact:
we live in the same town and have become great friends. Jennifer is an
inspiration to me and fiercely talented, and I have all her books. I’ll read
anything she writes!
If you had to go back and do it all
over, is there any aspect of your novel or getting it published that you’d
change?
Getting published—I’d rush less. And I’d
take creative writing courses far earlier!
How
do you market your work?
In
collaboration with my publisher, HarperCollins who are incredibly supportive
and have a fabulous team I can’t praise highly enough. I’m also very active on
social media and love connecting with other authors, readers, reviewers, and
bloggers. My author friends are fabulous champions of my novels, too. Their
tireless enthusiasm is a balm for the writerly soul and I’m grateful to every
single one of them. It really does take a village.
What are you working on now?
My 6th book (for 2022) is
done and in my wonderful editor’s hands. It’s written from the anti-hero’s
point-of-view, which I’ve never done before, and is the story of Lucas, who
hired a hitman to kill his wife. A month later, Lucas receives a partial
photograph of his spouse in the mail. Who sent it? What do they know? And, more
importantly, what do they want? I can’t wait to introduce you to my characters!
In the meantime, I’m plotting and outlining Book 7, but it’s too early to give
anything away.
Is anything in your book based on real-life
experiences?
No!
Thankfully not as I write thrillers. I do sprinkle
little details here and there my family would recognize: Superman pajamas, a
stuffed toy, mud runs—those kinds of things but otherwise I pull very little
from my life. My job is to make things up and it’s a part of the process I
thoroughly enjoy.
Do you have a favorite chapter or scene?
Probably
the ending because it’s twisted and hopefully unexpected. My books generally
don’t tie up with a cherry on top because I like it when things made you go
“hmmm…” (except if I’m reading romance, then it HAS to work out for everyone)!
Do you have a favorite character?
They were all interesting to write for many different
reasons, predominantly because they’re flawed. Maya was probably the most
complex, certainly one of the darkest point-of-view characters I’ve ever
written. Although Lily is a sunshine girl, she has her secrets, too, which were
fun to explore. As for “the man from the beach,” unearthing him was a longer
process, and I kept remining myself that because I knew his history, it didn’t
mean he could because of his amnesia.
What
would your job of choice be if you didn’t write books?
I worked in IT recruitment for fifteen years before
coming to Canada. Perhaps I’d still be doing that if I didn’t change careers a
decade ago. If I was told I had to stop writing today, then I’d have to find a
job in publishing somewhere. I can’t imagine working in another industry now.
What was the most unique research you
had to do for a book?
Yikes!
I bet I’m flagged on databases everywhere. Hiding an extra body at a graveyard
without it being detected, muddling a crime scene enough to mess up forensics,
how allergy meds can jumble your memory, how a person can die while working under
a car, and, more recently, how the dark web works. It’s all for my books
though, I promise!
Do you have any advice for aspiring
writers?
Read as much and often as you can and listen to audio
books. I wrote an article about how the latter make you a better author here. Write, even if
you think it’s rubbish, because an empty page is impossible to edit. Another
tip someone once suggested was to skip ahead if I couldn’t get a grasp on a
chapter or scene, that I should focus on another part of the manuscript and
trust myself enough to backfill later. It was revolutionary to me, and it beats
the heck out of staring at a blank page or shoving my hand in the cookie jar.
Also, I was advised to read my manuscript out loud. Every. Single. Word. Doing
so helps avoid repetition, improves cadence, and zaps stilted dialogue. I use
the Read Aloud function in Word for this, too. And, finally, share your
work. It can be scary, but it’s the only way you’ll get feedback and improve
your craft.
What are the downfalls of your writing
career? The best parts?
I love the camaraderie of the writing community, it’s like
nothing I’ve experienced elsewhere. Authors, readers, agents, publishers—we all
love books and it’s truly wonderful. Downfalls? I’ll have to get back to you on
that.
Favorite band or music? Favorite book and/or movie?
I listen to all kinds of music (one of our sons shared
his Spotify list with me) but I’m useless at remembering the names of singers
or bands. Impossible to choose a favourite book although Gone Girl by
Gillian Flynn is high on the list. My favourite movies are Love, Actually
and About Time, both by Richard Curtis. I watch Love, Actually every
Christmas when I’m wrapping presents, know most of the words and absolutely
adore it.
Place
you’d like to travel?
Once things go back to normal, I’m looking forward to
visiting my family and friends in Switzerland. I can’t wait to get back into
the mountains.
Is there anything you’d like to say to
your readers and fans?
Readers, reviewers, bloggers and bookstagrammers are
so generous with their support and everything they do for the book community. They
are creative, insightful, witty, and wonderfully gracious. It’s truly a delight
to behold. I’m so grateful to each and every one of you. Thank you for reading,
sharing, and raving about my books. It means the world!
Blurb: “Forget the truth. Remember the lies.
He wakes up on a deserted beach in Maryland, wearing only
swim trunks and a gash on his head. He can’t remember who he is. Everything—his
identity, his life, his loved ones—has been replaced by a dizzying fog of
uncertainty. But returning to his Maine hometown in search of the truth raises
more questions than answers.
Lily Reid thinks she knows her boyfriend, Jack. Until he
goes missing one night, and her frantic search reveals that he’s been lying to
her since they met, desperate to escape a dark past he’d purposely left behind.
Maya Scott has been trying to find her estranged
stepbrother, Asher, since he disappeared without a trace. Having him back, missing
memory and all, feels like a miracle. But with a mutual history full of
devastating secrets, how far will Maya go to ensure she alone takes them to the
grave?
Shared fates intertwine in a twisty, explosive novel of
suspense, where unearthing the past might just mean being buried beneath it.”
Bio:
Hannah Mary
McKinnon was born in the UK, grew up in Switzerland and moved to Canada in
2010. After a successful career in recruitment, she quit the corporate world in
favor of writing. While her debut, TIME AFTER TIME, was a rom com, she
transitioned to the dark side thereafter. Her suspense novels include THE
NEIGHBORS, bestsellers HER SECRET SON and SISTER DEAR, and her forthcoming YOU
WILL REMEMBER ME. Hannah Mary lives in Oakville, Ontario, with her husband and
three sons. Connect on
Facebook and Instagram @HannahMaryMckinnon, and on Twitter @HannahMMcKinnon.
For more, visit www.hannahmarymckinnon.com
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